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i miss my bride..

yes u read it right..

i miss my bride!

not only do i miss her..

i miss everything about the wedding..

the preparation..

the late nights (doing the bunga rampai n all)..

the last minute hunting for yellow baju kurung..

the calls to ensure n double check that everything will run smoothly on sunday..

i miss the excitement.

i miss everything.

i miss being the bridesmaid..

i miss running up n down..

opening the doors..

smiling to the bride when she decides to turn to her left..

everything!

n im missing her now..

like wad he said, i guess i wasnt mentally prepared..

it all happened too fast.

waaaaaaaay too fast.

i didnt feel much during the wedding..

except for the emo moment when they were declared husband n wife..

and of course during their cake cutting..

now, imran's 'seribu tahun' can make me cry!

(perfect song perfect timing.. i requested for that song to be played eventhough the bride wanted an english number. too bad my dear.. let the bridesmaid handle it alrite)

so yes, i teared twice..

boohoo..

yes, an emotional bridesmaid!

reality sinks in when i was having dinner with the bestman..

"eh kawan awak dah kawin seh"

it took me a few seconds to digest dat.

so many things ran thru my mind..

well, finally i got to hear her just now..

been trying to get her to ask about my charger..

but obviously the bride is forever busy with her work n sch..

so it really felt good to hear her again..

i know, its only two days..

how badly can i miss her..
very badly i would say!

n yes, i teared again when i told her that i missed her..

and being her..

"aiyah.. its only 2 days la.. come on..

hey.. im still your friend you know.. "

*insert her laughter here*

of course you are still my friend..

but the thought of you being somone else's wife is a little too much for me to handle..

like.. is this for real?

oh man! i really hope all my good friends will not get married before me..

else im gonna have a great time missing you girls n crying.

fad..

im really really happy for you..

i know this is what you want..

i'll always pray for your happiness..

and yes, i miss you loads!

lets have a boardgame session soon alrite..

just the 4 of us.

you know wad i feel like doing right now?

to hug you tight.

really2 tight!

how does it feel to get kissed on the cheek by me? :)

not as great as hakim's i guess ;)

but i hope u cherished that moment!

(not when he kissed u, but when i kissed u)
love you loads!

*muuuaaacks*